On this day, I received a message from my sister. “I am pregnant”. I quickly reply to her “Okay, good thing”, waited a few minutes, and waited for my sister’s call. My sister said on the phone that the child was gone. When I was about to ask, what happen… I heard crying on the other side of the phone…

The older sister choked in panic and said that this child had come unexpectedly. Both she and her sister-in-law did not get pregnant easily, and they did not take any protection for pregnancy. How did this happen, accident? Not that she doesn’t want to have a baby, but she really couldn’t afford it. The eldest daughter is in elementary school, and the youngest daughter is less than three years old. The sister-in-law has to work. And the little girl goes to kindergarten, the sister herself has to work to earn money and be able to subsidize the family. She really didn’t want to choose an abortion just because the rhythm of her life was disrupted by her third child.

When I stepped on the operating table, I felt hollowed out. I felt hallow that I had done something that I could never undo. The child is so young, would she forgive me? Looking back now, life has been suffering for so many years, and it can’t be more than 4 years. I am already a mother. Although my life is difficult, the two children are both holding them in their palms. Why is that child? She has no right to live if she has such a hard life, she apologizes for that child! As long as she thinks of that child now, she can’t stop crying.

I said that if that the case, don’t think about it anymore, take good care of your body, and save this child, hoping that he can get a good life soon. Actually, what else can I say? Seeing that she is so sad, I can’t bear to say something that might make her even sadder. But I can’t help feeling in my heart, how lucky it is to have a constitution that is not easy to get pregnant and to get pregnant naturally. When a child comes, I should cherish it even more. How many people can’t ask for it after another, and go to test tube in a desperate situation.

The problems of life are true to be faced, but children should not be allowed to face them, and her sacrifice should be used to bear the negligence of adults. She is running to you with all her might. Waiting for it is indeed a cold scalpel and curettage forceps. Moreover, the damage to the mother’s body caused by the operation is not small. The painless flow of people seems to be calm. Only one knows the body after anesthesia, and the regret after the operation can only be swallowed by oneself, and the body is unwell. It’s just that the child is really too innocent, what problem can’t be solved by adults? Think about it from another angle, love can overcome many things, and the result must be worth looking forward to.

I spoke with my mother a few days ago. I just remembered that night. On the night after my sister’s surgery, my mother told me, I dreamed of going out with my father and meeting my sister and two nephews. She didn’t speak and woke up when she was about to speak. I think this should be the magical induction between parents and children. I told my sister about this, and I said: “There is really a mysterious feeling between mother and child. Mom felt it the night of your miscarriage. Just like you regret the miscarriage now, the child can’t get rid of it in your heart. “My sister replied with a smile. This smile probably contains a lot of helplessness, sadness, and bitterness… I only hope that my sister will work hard to harvest in the coming days and be healthy and smooth. I only hope that my nephew who has never met will have a good life soon.
In this way, I also want more people to know that they regret choosing abortion, don’t be careless, and pay attention to contraception.

— Fans of Love Life Association